Mia's Spanking Diary by Kris Cook

Author:Kris Cook [Kris Cook]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2012-02-19T15:40:22+00:00

Jan 5th

Diary, I’m afraid that I’m falling fast for Lex. And though I’d like to think he’s falling for me as well, I have to face some hard facts.

Sure, he’s the most awesome lover I’ve ever had, but I question whether a man like him is even capable of truly loving someone. And I certainly have to wonder why he would choose me. If I’m not very careful, my heart is going to rip in two when he moves from me on to his next student of BDSM.

I’m staring at his text right now, trembling. Another set of instructions. I wish I could refuse him, but I just can’t.

I’m to shave my legs and pussy again. Vivian is to drop off another outfit for me later. He’s going to fuck my ass tonight, and that scares me some. His finger stretching me there was one thing, but his dick...? I doubt I’d be able to wrap my fingers around its thickness.

Am I being foolish continuing down this path when I know it’s going to end badly? Of course I am, but I can’t help myself. Lex has made me feel beautiful and sexy. He provides me with something I’ve been unconsciously yearning for. I didn’t really know what I wanted before I heard his low rumble barking orders to me. When I’m with him, everything makes sense. It’s like he’s able to take me to a place with no worry, and he does it by pushing me and pushing me until my fears melt away. This clearly is akin to the trust bond that I’ve read so much about. I do trust Lex. I guess it has something to do with him taking the weight off my shoulders and seeing to my needs in a way no one has ever done before.

Damn it, I should text him back that I’m done and end it with my safe word. That’s the sensible thing to do.

But the truth is, I’m scared. I’m scared to go forward. And I’m even more terrified to take a step back.

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